vineri, 29 mai 2015

I am a free spirit. I am a wild one.
I want to party hard, dance all night till I cant feel my legs. I want long walks after so many drinks, with friends or with a random guy, have a deep talk till we got home. I wanna drink till I cant say hi and then get a strong coffee at 5am when the sun rises.
I want long trips with friends. Laugh till we say : Im dying! I wanna stay around fire with beers and good food and tell stories with ghosts. I wanna go to beach and see every morning the sunrise, have romantic moments with my boyfriend and thank Lord I found him. I want deep, intelligent conversations with someone who understands me, see me diferently than others, the real me. I wanna have fun till I die. I wanna laugh and tell jokes. Always. Always to have a smile on my face. I wanna travel. Wanna see the whole world, get a nice skin and not to be ashamed with my body.
I wanna have sex whenever I want to, get some good orgasms and got a loooot of food. I wanna eat everything I want when I want. I wanna stay alone, in a nice comfy apartment and stay till its late with a coffee and cigs. I wanna dance in my comfy underwear..
Cause Im young..

joi, 28 mai 2015

I do have feelings for both of you.
You're my first love, my first in everything, my one and only. I did so many things with you, I've learned so much from you, you showed me things I've never thought I'd see. You made me feel love, anger, passion.. all in one. I've been in love with you for so long, for so long I've been craving for your love, your attention, your affection, your everything. Then you broke me.. twice. Then you came back and said you were sorry for making me believe you didn't want me anymore. And I believed you. Everytime. When you said you were sorry, with those beautiful eyes, and I let you come home and give you a thousand chances to make it right. But you always want me when I am not yours. In your eyes, everytime when you think Im not yours anymore, Im the most beautiful girl in the world, Im smarter, I am everything more than I were when we were together. How am I supposed to believe you when all I know about your feelings is.. nothing?
But you.. you're something new. You made me feel almost all the things I felt with him in 2 years. We got a moment.. even I was drunk.. I never felt this way before. You got those beautiful blue eyes that makes me feel like Im in heaven. I can't see the future in them, but I see.. something I've never seen before. I see kidness and.. desire. You got me sippin' on something and I cant compare to nothing. I want to rip your clothes off and make you begg me not to stop. You turn me on like hell.. all the things I feel for you.. all the things I'd do to you.. gosh. You make me fell in love.. Im craving for you. Your kisses, you hands on me.. got me crazy.

joi, 14 mai 2015

Dar de cand tu ai venit, parca e prima data,
Mainile tale aprind..
Focuri ce nu se mai sting,
Nu se mai sting vreodata..

Vrei sa te joci, ai grija ca nu ţine
Jocul asta a fost inventat de mine!

El zice ca-i cuminte
Dar nu sti ca el te minte
Zice ca esti atat de fierbinte
Te imbraca, te dezbraca in cuvinte
Vai, cate face! Ca te place, ca te pupa, ca te tuca, ca te.. lugu lugu..

miercuri, 13 mai 2015

A4.

Fericirea e privirea ta de copil mic si prostanac, e zambetul tau paradoxal, plin de atatea subintelesuri incat nu mi-ar ajunge o viata intreaga sa le descopar, e albastrul ochilor tai ce pot ingheta si soarele in doua secunde, e afectiunea pe care o resimt cand ma strangi in brate si cand ma saruti, fericirea e privirea ta enigmatica, atat de magica, atat de prinsa in captivitatea gandurilor.. faptul cum iti musti buzele  dupa ce zambesti, buzele tale ce formeaza un norisor de fum de fiecare data cand tragi, toate atingerile si toate privirile, simpla ta prezenta, tensiunea pe care o resimt de fiecare data cand te vad, cand stai aproape, cand ma saruti, cand ma atingi.. ma cutremuri si ma umpli de un infinit de sentimente, fiecare diferite, fiecare in antiteza si totusi mereu formeaza un intreg.. ma faci complet! Toata intensitatea cu care ma faci sa simt tot, toata febrilitatea in care ma induc ochii tai.. ochii aia atat de frumosi, ochii aia ce ascund o parte din fericirea din care vreau sa gust permanent, tanjind pentru mai mult..

sâmbătă, 2 mai 2015

A3.

KO. 2-2 babyboy.

A2.

Eşti mai mult decât mi-aş fi putut imagina vreodată, nici în cele mai ascunse obloane ale gândirii nu aş fi crezut că pot exista astfel de tensiuni, astfel de sentimente, atâta dorinţă şi în acelaşi timp atâta abţinere. Nu cred că vreodată aş fi putut spune că m-am îndrăgostit de mintea cuiva. Mă laşi fără cuvinte, mă faci să nu pot să respir, chiar şi fără să fi lângă mine. Fericirea asta-i ca un drog, sunt in sevraj şi ..askajdsakjdak. Zâmbetul ăla, şi ochii ăia, şi vorbele alea şi Doamne..

vineri, 1 mai 2015

A.

Frumuseţe de femeie, mi-ai pus la inimă cheie, m-ai făcut să mor de tine, să fi totul pentru mine..